Hi, I’m a 16 year old female and iv been fat my whole life. Since my birth iv been overweight (I was a 10 pound baby) and although when I was younger I could just blame my parents or over feeding me sweets and fats, but now I can’t blame anyone. I’m a teenager on the verge of adulthood and I’m obese and can’t even run. It’s so embarrassing. Everytime I try to lose weight, go on a diet, work out. I quit. I can’t stick to anything. Not only that but I’m addicted to sugars and greasy food. And the worse part is I constantly have the fatty foods available. My parents provide the food for me. And I know I cannot blame them and I am not blaming them at all. But they definitely arnt making it easier. I honestly don’t know what to do. I have never felt comfortable in my own body. I look at myself in the mirror and cry I hate myself. I cannnot express how much I want to lose weight. I am so fat and ugly. I’m so lazy and unhealthy. Why can’t I just stick to a diet and workout routine? What’s wrong with me? Why am I like this? Currently I am 250lb and 5ft 6inch, I was 240lb but iv gained weight from being home so much due to quarantine. I want to be 140lb by the time I’m 18. I want to be able to wear a pretty prom dress and and look good in my graduation gown. I want to be able to look at myself in the mirror and be happy with what I see. I want to be able to live longer then what is expected of me now. I don’t know where to start, what to do, how to do it. Someone please help me. I have never wanted to lose weight as bad as I do right now. My self esteem has never been so low. I constantly am disgusted in myself. Help me please.
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