So some background: im a 24f, I'm 166cm and currently weigh 98 kg, my highest weight was 115,6kg. I got diagnosed with schizophrenia 5 years ago (schizophrenia causes hallucinations and delusions) and when I started medication I gained about 40kg, antipsychotics make you eat like crazy and you always feel hungry.
I was also depressed and had social anxiety, I've been on disability for 5 years and basically just sat on my couch and cried and hallucinated for 5 years. then this fall I finally found the right medication, I started going out, I started going to work rehabilitation programs, I started working out and I finally had the mental energy to do something about my weight and this time its working.
So I'm trying to stay motivated and thought I might write down what I have notice since losing 15 kg in 5 months.
- my joints and back doesn't hurt when I walk anymore.
- my resting heart rate have gone down with 5 beats per minute. my blood pressure has also gone down.
- i'm happier and more active.
- I sleep better.
- a pair of jeans I bought a few years ago finally fits.
- i want do to more things, like meeting people, talking, going for walks, going out with friends.
- i'm more confident, especially in the gym, i'm no longer worried that people are looking at me while I work out.
- I've got more energy, especially more mental energy.
- i have a easier time resisting eating junk food and sweets.
- I'm more productive during the days.
- my apartment is cleaner since I have more energy to actually clean it.
- i had to buy new clothing and I fit into regular clothing sizes again which gave me a confident boost.
- I'm starting to really love working out! I love the mental boost I get after a work out.
- I'm starting to care about my appearance again, like clothing, makeup, hair.
- but the most important thing is: I'm happier and i'm starting to love myself again.
I hope this helps to motivate someone and that writing it down will help me keep going, I have about 25 kg left to lose and I can't wait to see what kind of changes I will see in a few months.
stay motivated and remember that you CAN do this! also thank you for this amazing thread!
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source https://www.reddit.com/r/loseit/comments/en644h/what_i_have_notice_since_losing_33_ibs_15kg/
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