My son died on dec.4 , 4 days shy of his 12th birthday, brain cancer can suck my dick . Im gutted and routinely fall into fits of crying, randomly,like right now as im typiong this.
It has occured to me that over the last 12 yrs. i went from 175/180lbs to where i am today. I will not limit my ability to live for him . He was robbed, and he truly was the only altruistic human i have ever met. i would like to have someone to message with about a weightloss and happiness goal, i dont binge eat or anything like that, its mostly just the hospital life and lack of activity that got me, plus a super unhealthy amount of self medicating with booze from the depression of constant "we are stable and its gone" to "fuck its back" this last 14mos i gained the most weight as it was a long fall till his death, and jesus christ have i been depressed.
so as i said looking to message and keep each other motivated, i am a tattoo artist which doesn't help in the activity dept. lots of time sitting drawing.
also gonna use this post to track with photos if thats allowed?
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