I want to improve

Honestly I'm not expecting much of a response. But I do need to put this out somewhere.

I need to make a change. And for that I need mental strengh, a feeling of accountability. I've always been weak, it's so easy to give in to temptation, "not like one time will make a difference". But... that one time hasn't been one time for a really long time. I'm not healthy anymore. I already ache and I'm not getting any younger.

I need to do better by me. And if it raises my self esteem, makes me feel hotter, isn't that just even better? I need to remember that making healthier choices is not shallow. But hating my current reflection does no good either.

I need to change. From the inside, I think. I need to relearn how to be good to me, and get back my passion for improvement. I want to be the best I can, once more. And I want to stay that way this time.

(Thank you)

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