When I (16F) look down at my body, all I see is rolls of disgusting fat covered in my own self harm scars and wounds, and I absolutely hate it. I want to lose weight, I really do, but I’m so impatient. I love food and I just wanna binge eat but I know it’s bad for me. I feel so fucking massive in my own body, like I’m a giant walking ball of messed-up fat. I can restrict myself to around 1200 cals a day for a while, lose a couple of pounds, then binge eat for the next two weeks just to gain everything back and more. I hate my lifestyle, I feel so lazy all the time and I’m such a procrastinator, I go to the gym occasionally but I’m always looking at how many calories I can burn and not enjoying the exercise. I’m so disgusted with myself - I wanna be skinny like all the models I see everywhere and all my friends but I can’t lose weight. I’m sorry if this post doesn’t belong here - I just really want some help and advice on what to do.
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