Hey y’all! To begin with, I’m 5’7 at 240 lbs. 5 years ago I went down from 200 to 155 lbs but now I’ve gained it all back and more. Throughout these five years, I was calorie counting on and off, sometimes trying to lose more weight. I felt like nothing was enough and I didn’t look thin, I still looked big and I didn’t understand why I didn’t look like other girls even at 150. The past year, I’ve realized that I was thin but Im an Apple shape. I wasn’t big, I just wasn’t pear shaped. I have A LOT of stretch marks on my sides now and my stomach, but of course none on my legs or my butt. I carry a lot of weight on my arms, my love handles, and tummy. And don’t forget the boobs. One good thing is that I also have big thighs so I don’t look super disproportionate, but I have absolutely no hips. My lovehandles extend out more than my hips. I don’t want anyone to take me the wrong way, I’m not implying this is an ugly body shape and I don’t judge other people for it. I guess I’m just harsh on myself and it’s frustrating. Ever since before I lost any weight I dreamed of looking like the pretty girls once I was skinny. Turned out to be disappointed and realized it’s never gonna happen unless I get a BBL or something. I’m finding it hard to get motivation to get to a low weight if I’m still not gonna like my body. I could do it for my health but I’m honestly okay, I had a checkup recently. I don’t eat terribly, I just eat a lot. I’m just feeling down today, finding it hard to get motivation to weigh the meal I’m about to cook….
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