Not sure if this is the right subreddit, but I'm currently quarantined with my grandparents, and although I've made it beyond clear that eating in the morning makes me nauseous and certain kinds of foods make me sick, my grandmother still gives me food everyday. There is nothing that makes me feel more helpless or robbed of agency than being expected to eat food I do not want. This is affecting my coursework as well because sometimes I feel so... blurry, I keep thinking about this and I can't really concentrate. She has actively expressed a desire to make me gain weight saying people will blame her for not feeding me if I don't. Weight gain isn't the worst thing in the world but it would be the worst thing to happen right now around my extended family who have fatshamed me for most of my life - my mental health is not even remotely stable enough to handle that at the moment.
I just really don't know what to do.
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