sw: 192 cw: 132 gw: 130-125 / female 5’8
i have been doing CICO on and off for just a month shy of two years. it’s been so difficult going from unintentional bones, to binging and overweight, to where i am today.
i have ocd, and food has been a struggle since i started binging out of nowhere a few years ago. i went from not thinking about food to thinking about nothing but food. i binged myself into a horribly unhealthy place and my chronic illnesses took over my life. balancing CICO properly has been difficult too, but i took breaks when i needed it. it’s still a struggle, but i am starting to finally see myself as beautiful. i still need to get to the point where i don’t think so hard about what i eat, i’m hoping developing a more “maintenance” routine will help. but being obsessive with food is really difficult and “the last 15” has been extremely hard on me.
the last thing i expected to see today was a thigh gap, but it’s there! two of them, kinda. one at the top of my thighs and then a regular thigh gap. i hope that with some strength training, i can ‘tone’ everything as i reach my final goal. maybe a thigh gap is, culturally, maybe a weird thing to be excited over. i would feel rude telling anyone about it but this sub. but i’ve worked so god damn hard, i’m going to let myself be happy.
just as a note: not everyone has a thigh gap due to bone structure, and there’s nothing wrong with that! i just happen to have a freakish bone structure
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source https://www.reddit.com/r/loseit/comments/id5y73/60lbs_down_and_ive_got_a_thigh_gap/
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