F/22/5’2 I weighed myself in February, first time in a long time since my sister broke my scale, ~148? I was depressed & broken because of something that happened 2 years ago, I faced it, refused to let it control me anymore and I completely did a 180 on my life, read all the healthy recipe books at my library, so I ate healthy, took up activities i always wanted to do but never actually did: hiking, yoga, roller skating, started drinking enough water. Like I know I did a lot to lose weight and now I weigh in at 132. The weird part is like I’m wearing the same clothes and when I put them on they feel looser but I feel suffocated. When I hold onto my arms they feel too small to be mine. I’m comfortable with how I look, I just feel weird. I weighed this much before, so like how could gaining 15 lbs be so easy like I didn’t really notice but losing that much feel so different like I can wear my whole closet but it feels looser than it even did when i first got them. It’s overwhelming to look in the mirror and see such a drastically different body same weight as when I got these clothes but everything is looser, I feel like everything feels off & I’m just so confused. Not to mention my obese mother tried to give me weightloss advice, that probably triggered me ridiculously because I don’t know how she doesn’t even see that I already figured it out, I already lost weight not even to my goal and I already feel outside myself. Like even my face is different. Maybe I’m just too stuck in my own head bc of quarantine idk. Did anyone else feel like this?
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