I wish I could say this is the first time this has happened.
I wish that I could honestly look myself in the mirror and be happy with what I see.
I wish that I hadn't wasted 25 years of my life as this mess that I am.
302 pounds..
I want to change. I need to change.
I have no confidence, What even is self-esteem?
When people tell me I look good, or give me even a glimmer of a compliment. I feel hurt. Because I can't see it.
Any accomplishment I achieve is overshadowed by this demon of doubt and pain. I don't feel proud, because I don't see any reason to be.
If I don't try to change my life now, I don't think I will have the will-power to keep going.
I'll just be the sad fat girl who gave up.
This is my Day 1.
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