I am so tired of this weight sitting on me. I used to be a trim 125lbs when I started college. Years later, I sit at 165 on a good day. Depression meds, bad eating, genetics have all brought me here. I was down to 153 for a while and then the pandemic came and fucked up my mental health.
Now I sit here after gorging myself on Mexican food and feel bloated and gross. I have been doing intermittent fasting but find waking up STARVING in the middle of the night. Absolutely ravenous. I won’t sleep till I have something like a piece of toast.
Finally shaking that habit, but it’s been a thing for nearly two years. Waking up starving.
I miss being thinner. I hate the bloated face I see in the mirror and the clothes I loved no longer fitting me. Tomorrow is a new day and I’m keeping my goals small. 10lbs to start
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