I (F21) started losing weight when I got to college in 2018, started at 260 and after a few years of yo-yo, I ended up at 190 in fall 2020. Had a major relapse and now I am at my highest weight yet; 280 lbs. I feel disgusting and I look it too. I've tried to expand my wardrobe to include clothes that fit but it seems like no matter what, everything is too small at the end of the day. I have no confidence and I feel like a freak in public.
I've tried, over and over again for the past year, to just get on the fucking bandwagon. I buy the right food, I log, etc. But it's like my brain shuts down and I just don't care. And that's not in my nature; I'm a passionate and dedicated person, always have been. I know it's not about motivation, it's about dedication, but it just won't click and i'm losing hope.
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