Hey everyone, so, let me preface with the fact that this is extremely difficult for me to be posting. I made an account just to post this.
Im a 21 year old woman. I'm 6'2" and I think nearly 500lbs. My scale stopped being able to weigh me at 450 a few months back...I know..horrible. I am so extremely ashamed of my size, how I look and I'm terrified that im not gonna live to see 40. Type one diabetes runs in my family. I've tried many many times to lose the weight but I always end up failing. I have psychological issues that have lead to my weight, as a child growing up with my mom, I was starved. When I moved to my dads house at 8, I ate everything in sight. I still get it sometimes where I'll see a food and think "you may not get this again for a very long time... You need to eat it ALL!". I unfortunately am not in a position where I can afford to pay for any counselling or psychologist help, so, im on my own.
I've had small successes with dieting in the past, but I always end up giving up after a week or two and gaining everything I'd lost again. I see myself doing this, but, its like I can't help it. I hate myself for being so weak and lacking the drive to do this. I wanna be able to diet and afford to go to the gym, but, I always give up and end up not being able to afford the gym. It's such a drain on my confidence, being single especially! I feel so unattractive and unwanted and disgusting. I can't feel comfortable in my own skin. Please.. Im desperate.. I really need any advice you can give me on how to push through this and better myself.
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