This is a throwaway account, as I’m very embarrassed by the reasons why I’m overweight, but I’m pretty excited at my progress.
I am 13 and a half female, and while I only weighed in at 48.2kg when I began to lose weight, because of my height (142.5cm), I was/am overweight.
The reasons why I’m overweight vary from ‘normal’ reasons to downright ‘wtf is this?’ reasons. Lack of exercise, emotional issues with my elder sister, parents who absolutely hated food waste, quarantine and the fact that I naturally have a big appetite.
But one of the main reasons that I’m overweight (I’ve never told anyone this) is probably the fact that I was introduced to the feederism community.
When I was 10 or so, I found this YouTube channel called ‘Belly Laughs’ and instead of being repulsed by it, I was somewhat… enthralled by it? I don’t know what was going on in my brain at the time, but I decided to give it a ‘go.’
Eating and sh*t like that.
I never watched the sensual videos of the feederism community but when I was around 11, I just completely forgot about the community.
I always knew that I was a bit more chubbier than the rest of my class, and I knew that I didn’t like my body, but I tried to turn it around to ‘body positivity.’
I tried to turn it around to body positivity for around two years, until a couple of months ago.
My mother began to make comments on my body, saying how my arse is the size of a pumpkin, how skinny she was at my age, all I do is just eat and sleep, it’s amazing how I can fit into her old 34A size bras, how skinny my younger sister is compared to me etc.
I ignored it.
But only recently, on the 21st of September to be exact, I realised that I needed to lose weight, and that I should stop ignoring. I can’t exactly remember why my mum was mad, but she told me to find the packet with the weight scale and tell me what my weight was.
I hadn’t weighed since May in 2019, and back then, I was only about 40kg.
I had gained 8.2kg in the span of a year and 4 months time.
When I found out that I weighed 48.2kg, I just started to cry. I was just so shocked that I was around 13kg overweight, I just lost it.
So I decided to lose weight.
I tried to change that shock into fuel, but for some reason, my mum told me I’m not allowed to exercise or ‘diet’ (eat less carbs and sugar, eating meals only etc.) as it’s ‘my fault’ that I’m overweight. I think she’s worried that I might turn anorexic, idk.
But despite that, I managed to lose a total of 1.4kg, and I’m at 46.8kg now. It’s amazing and I’m really happy!
Just wanted to share.
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source https://www.reddit.com/r/loseit/comments/j4h3zt/lost_14kg_in_12_days_and_im_super_happy/
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