I am tired of being obese. I am tired of being invisible to people, and the extra time and energy it takes for people to see me beyond my size. Then there is the energy I put into finding cloths that fit and I still look ridiculous. The energy I put into not eating food then eating it anyway. I could go on... I put so much time and energy into life and it just goes no where because of my weight.
I feel like If I stop wasting my time and energy on the parts of my life that don't go anywhere and use that on getting my weight under control maybe I can get something done.
I don't really know where to start tho, but until I get it figured out I have meal replacement shakes until I get a menu and I can walk every weekday until I figure out how to exercise. I know I will also need to stop smoking all together and drinking for the most part.
Hopefully I can lose 25lbs by the end of the year! Here is to tommorow! Which I hope is the start of a utterly horrible week and the first steps to actually doing something about my weight.
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