i started my weight-loss journey 8 months (only realised this today!) ago with a temporary gastric ballon (which cost a lot) and since then i have only lost 30lbs. most of which was through the ballon. i feel so embarrassed. i feel like a failure. i feel like a fraud tbh. i feel embarrassed to pick up my dieticians calls because i have nothing to say. i feel embarrassed my parents wasted money on the balloon cos ultimately i did not make the most of it. i feel really really really fat and sad. which sounds horrible and sad or pathetic...but thats literally how i feel right now. i should have lost around 60 - 80lbs in this time. im barely half way to where i wanted to be.
i am still 284lbs just as i was back in jan. i feel like such a failure.
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