This is my first week losing weight and it was good till my mom destroyed me emotionally!

CONTEXT I'm a 23 y/o Male and I weight 146.4 Kg today. I started exercising and eating healthy and lost 3.1 kg.

I've been somewhat overweight almost all my life, but I gained almost 40kg when I started Uni. Now that I'm one year and a half away of finishing, I decided that I wanted to be healthy for the first time since I can recall.

CONTEXT

So, this week was hard as fuck. It's the first time I really commit to this and I was excited. I knew it was not gonna be easy, but it was harder than expected. I had, on one hand, my mom telling me all the time that I should eat this or that (stuff that I shouldn't), and in school I have people eating junk food all around. And I managed to do resist the temptation. Also, I woke up everyday at 6am to go to the gym for an hour. During the day, I try to move as much as I can. I do around 10k steps a day, which is a start and I'm proud.

However, there was one day that I ate something that I shouldn't have: a frappé. The worst thing? Mom offered it to me, even though she knew I'm trying to lose weight and that it's one of my favorite little things in life.

I thought, hey, it's not terrible. I'll do extra gym time tomorrow (and I did).

Today, mom called me. She wanted to talk. She started screaming at me and told me that I'm.not committed, that this is just a gimmick like other times and that I didn't follow what I said I would. When I confronted her, saying that I didn't ate shit, even when she prepared 3 fucking cakes in my face and even offered me like 5 times a piece (arguing that one slice is not gonna destroy me), she said:

'Well, you drank your frappé, didn't you? If you broke your promise a little, is like you did nothing. Like I said, you are not committed and you want to keep being morbidly obese. And you know what, I am trying to help you here, but you are a lost cause. Forget about it, you are not worth it's

I'm so sad. I'm just emotionally destroyed. I needed to vent, because I can't say shit to her. I can't tell her that I drank the frappé she fucking gave me. Yes, it's my fault for accepting and I'm responsible for my actions, but I feel so betrayed right now. So, powerless. I feel like maybe she is right and I'm not gonna be able to do it. I don't know :/

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