Like the title says, I lost 80lbs before. It was amazing how good I felt, how confident I was, and how much I blossomed as a person. Unfortunately I gained everything back with extra 😔 it started with my hysterectomy but continued as I fell in love and became complacent.
Fat and happy, right? Ugh.
I've been feeling it a lot lately. My arms don't sit comfortably when I put them down and they make me feel like my head is too small. My shoe size went back up and tying my laces or buckling flats is so embarrassing and uncomfortable. I literally can't bend forward without adjusting my leg. I look pregnant again and fucking hate wearing pants.
I miss feeling like my husband is proud that I'm his wife. As much as I want to be comfortable in my own skin, I want him to be able to look at me and think "Damn. That's my wife!". He deserves that.
I'm ready to recapture the freedom I felt with my first weight loss and I'm excited (but controlled and intentional) for it!
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