SW: 237 CW: 190 GW: 150 (F) 21 5ft6
So I've very much adopted this year as being "The" year to sort myself out.
Lost 6lbs in January and 7lbs in February. (Overall 13lbs) So I'm on track for losing at least a pound a week so far. I am seeing results as the scale is going down and a lot of the clothes are too big for me now. Although I really don't want to buy any clothes until I've met my goal weight/physique.
Im very lucky that I carry my weight fairly well and despite noticing my clothes are smaller than when I last tried them on. Im not seeing any difference when I measure myself... but its obviously working ? Im assuming because its distributed evenly its just overall im smaller but not really any noticeable difference on the measuring tape.
I want to ideally be a UK size 10 by June as Im currently in the 14-16 range. Currently living by myself and not having a lot of contact with people as you know ... pandemic is still going on. So I cant hear a "oh you look good" or "have you lost weight?" Affirmation.
Overall, despite the weight coming off and my clothes being smaller, I just wish I could notice it or feel more confident. I am mainly losing weight to feel more confident and comfortable in my body and clothes i like as Im very much into fashion and I felt held back by not being "tiny". I don't think Ill ever be "tiny" or skinny as the women in my family all have pretty big curves even if they are on the smaller side. Which kinda sucks as all of my female friends who are into fashion are very petite and skinny so naturally anything looks good on them.
Im not sure where I'm going with this really. Overall ive lost 47lbs but I still feel as big and uncomfortable as I did before losing weight. I know losing weight won't fix all my problems and confidence issues but im still motivated to keep losing the weight so I might have a moment of "wow I do look good right now"
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source https://www.reddit.com/r/loseit/comments/luuzeh/not_feeling_confident_but_still_motivated/
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