When I was 12 I feel in love with running and I became vegan at 14 because of ethical reasons, my mom got so angry at me cause I lost weight (I was overweight/chubby as a child and my mom loved it!) now that I was slim she didn’t liked me and since she was severe anxiety she took me with a doctor who gave me a bunch of psychiatric medication with the intent of making me gain weight even tho I was eating enough and healthy. They wanted me bigger.
The over doses of psychiatric drugs made me develop a neurological condition called toxic encephalopathy plus a thyroid condition which both had made me obese due to inability to exercise (I was a marathon runner and swimmer, now I am not medically allowed to do much exercise if at all) plus my metabolism is slowed cause I have treatment resistant thyroid disease, also triggered by an autoimmune reaction to the drugs.
I am so angry at my mom and doctors for doing this to me just because I loved running. I was okay. If at all they should have made me reduce running (which they did) but not drug me, specially since I was healthy and eating enough, I had just fallen in love with track and field! Now i have permanent illness and don’t know what to do. I am eating 1700kcal a day and still gaining. I feel so lost.
Edit: at age 14 my height was 156cm and my weight 46kg, which is an 18.8 BMI that was when I was taken with the psychiatrist and drugged. Now I’m 19 my height is 160cm and my weight is 79kg which is a BMI of 31
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