Hi everyone. I used to be active on this forum last year and I checked in all the time. I was losing at a nice and steady pace and I was happy. But then I stopped checking in, stopped exercising and counting my calories and now I weigh 265lbs, my highest weight ever. I feel disgusting, I look disgusting, none of my clothes fit and I’m avoiding people I know or pictures. I am crying as I type this because I cannot deal with how much I let myself go. Every time I think about restarting I end up spending the day on the couch. I am lacking motivation, even when I know I can do it because I have done so before. It sucks so much. It’s painful. But I am willing to try again. I turn 30 in April and I am desperate to look great and be healthy for my birthday. It’s just daunting seeing 265lbs on the scale and thinking of the way I have to go to get to 150lbs. I am so discouraged :(
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