My issue is that I start things, like going to a gym, walking, diet/calorie apps, but, eventually I feel like it's hopeless so I give up, binge to ease my pain, end up getting bigger, try the avenues again, which are then obviously much harder with more added weight. I just feel stuck, like I'm on a cliff and if I fall off the cliff I'll end up very big at a very young age, something I won't like, further from my goal, closer to a point where I'll never be able to turn it around. I hate that I always stumble out of the gate. I have 2 good days, then cheat for the next month, and, to use hyperbole, I binge and then justify it because I did that 1 sit-up 2 weeks ago. I'm at a point, and not to disparage it because I'm sure its helped someone, where I feel like maybe I should just accept my body and unofficially join the body positive, healthy at any size community.
How to I stick to a plan? Anyone else felt like me?
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