Lost 40lbs last year. Started a new job. Hated it. Boyfriend broke up with me. I moved in with my parents. Bought my own house. Got a new job. Gained at least 25lbs back, too afraid to weigh myself recently. I work from home. I bought weights. I bought a bike. I meal prep every week. I plan. I count. But I can’t fucking stop ignoring my healthy prepped food and order pizza 1-3 times a week. I can’t find the motivation to do anything other than lay on the couch. Getting fatter and unhealthier.
My therapist says I should take it easy on myself since I’ve been through a lot in the last year. But I hate the way I look and now my friends are all vaccinated and want to start hanging out. Going to be the same old fat chick. Sucks. Really sucks.
Typing in to the abyss of the internet.
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