Hi LoseIt.
A new low for me... I weighed myself for the first time in awhile today, and the scale read 181 pounds. This is the most I've ever weighed in my life.
I knew I was getting bigger, but since I still looked "good" I tried not to worry. Then, last week my own mother asked if I was pregnant. I feel... Defeated? I'm only 22, but when I was younger I always stayed around 120 pounds and was very active. Depression and going through a divorce this year destroyed my will to take care of myself.
The only upside to this I can find is that I'm already on day 3 of being back in the gym and counting my calories (and lurking on this sub), so at least I can look forward from here. I'm only 5'3", so to even get back down to a normal BMI I'll have to lose 40 pounds and get back down to 140.
I'm sorry that this has been a lot of whining. I've promised myself that after I got to vent (without my friends and family telling me I'm "not that bad") the focus is going 100% back to getting myself in shape.
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source https://www.reddit.com/r/loseit/comments/dzdc72/it_feels_like_ive_hit_rock_bottom/
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