I let myself go. Bad. Two people this year have asked me if I was pregnant while I was still trying to cover my body up. I've been back on a keto diet, a diet that worked well for me to lose weight before, and the scale still says I am overweight. I can't have sex, I can't wear the clothes I want to wear, I hate going out in public due to strangers basically calling me fat out of nowhere. I feel so horrible. I just want to sleep and not eat for days. I hate everything about my body. I get angry when I feel hungry, even if I haven't eaten in a day. I just feel ashamed of myself. I dont think I have an eating disorder, but I definitely have low self esteem.
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