And i’m not talking a couple pounds here. I’m talking going from being underweight to full blown obese and back. It takes me less than half a year to either look like skeleton or be at a point where I barely fit in an office chair. I have an ED and my life is a viscious cycle of alternating between severe anorexia and BED. I’ve reached a point where I don’t even celebrate losing weight anymore because I know i’ll binge-eat my way back. There’s no goal weight for me, it doesn’t exist. Currently i’m obese (again), nothing fits anymore and it causes me intense shame. I do understand that it’s because of my ED that I am the way I am but I just needed a place to vent about this. I’m still actively seeking professional help but things aren’t looking well since where I live ED treatment isn’t common.
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