I hope its OK I'm posting here.
My boyfriend has been regularly talking about his ex and showing me pictures of her, saying how pretty she is and telling me to lose weight to look more like her. Though he says I still won't be as pretty if I lose weight.
I cry and have anxiety attacks (hyperventilating, sweating profusely, shaking) when he keeps making me look but he just yells at me. He says I shouldn't be upset looking at her or hearing about her since they're no longer together and that if I loved him, I'd agree to look at the pictures of her or hear very intimate details.
I'm at the point where I wish I didn't exist. We are in the middle of a pandemic so it's not easy to leave, given he pressured me to move very far from family. Last night when I cried when he showed me her pics, he threatened to kick me out this morning.
He said he doesn't care if I stop eating and that I should do whatever it takes.
How can I cope mentally? I am sinking. Also I knlw this sounds crazy but it's completely true and there is more but I don't even want to go into it now as I'm afraid no one would believe me. Please just help me cope as my self esteem is destroyed.
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