15M SW:260 GW:180 CW:215. I think this would be an odd question on this sub due to the fact that ED's aren't talked about much on this sub. And I realize that the majority of you won't know how to respond or give me an answer and I was expecting this. But it is a question that I can't help but ask myself.
Am I developing an eating disorder? I constantly obsess about my weight, I won't lie and say I havent considered starving. I eat just fine but later I feel bad and disgusted with myself. If im honest I don't think I will be worth anything until I lose the weight. Im afraid of getting fat again and just gaining weight in general.
I don't want to tell anyone and I could probably hide an ED behind cutting weight for wrestling. I don't want to tell my parents because they will stop me from losing weight. I lift all the time run a lot and my eating varies day to day. Im extremely looks concious about myself and how people see me. I just don't really think I could be happy with myself until I get leaner and more muscular and lose more weight.
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