And then I fell apart again with Christmas goodies and depression. I was always so active or busy, never thin, but atleast in decent shape. But now I’m just fat and miserable and 30’lbs over my comfortable weight. One I never imagined I would be at.
But I am sad and lonely and bored. And I’m just looking for something to occupy me or make me feel good. And I only have food to turn to, since I don’t have exercise right now, due to a surgery and pain.
I just can’t fill the hole and I keep turning to food to do it. And wine.
I have never been at such a loss in my life. I feel so out of control and it is miserable.
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