Started this journey nearly a year ago weighing in around 58kg (128 pounds) standing at 163cm (5'3) tall. Now, I weigh 44kg (97 pounds) after falling into an obsessive eating disorder that had me restrict from a moderate 1200 calories a day to 500 calories a day to eventually purging my food. After trying to shove a 15mm silicone tube down my oesophagus in an attempt to purge my food "safely", I came to a realisation of how fucked up my mentality has truly become. I've realised how obsessed I've been with losing weight that I was more than willing to go to extreme lengths in order to lose more. 48kg was my original goal from the start but even after hitting that mark, I wanted more. I can conclude that this cycle will never end so I'm making it my new goal to just stop. Also because wtf was I thinking trying to perform a gastric lavage on myself to lose weight??? Wtf.
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