(F 27) CW:225 SW:330 GW:180 H: 5' 9"
Losing weight has been a long and ardous journey for me, just like it has for everyone else. Despite the holiday season i seemed to have kicked another platue and I am starting to see the results in the mirror. More loose skin, saggier boobs, more stomach skin, arms that flap, the works.
Ive had loose skin for a long time and it never gets easier to deal with. As I get closer and closer to my goal weight and watch more and more of my boobs disapear, and my arms get floppier I get so selfconscious. I break out the t-shirts i wore when I was 100lbs heavier. Just to hide all of the ugly Im working so hard to uncover. All the pushups, and lat pulls, and rowing, and shoulder presses only do so much.
What will I look like? Will any man ever find me attractive without clothes on? Will I ever be able to afford a surgery to fix it? Will I be Beautiful?
Probably not. But i dont know for sure. And the not knowing kills me. Especially at night. Not enough to stop trying, but Im terrified.
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