I was at a small get together/movie night with all kinds of snacks going around amongst friends. Despite having abstained from eating ANY of it, I feel awful afterwards like guilty of eating despite not having eaten at all

I don't know why, I feel like I've missed out on the opportunity of a tonne if great snacks; popcorn (like for 10 people), chocolate tablets, curries, and chips. Earlier today I bought myself a cucumber (and we had small lunch and other snacks like blueberries) and that's all I had for what was essentially dinner.

I don't understand, I stuck to my caloric limit RELIGIOUSLY (and have for a while) and for the first time in my life I found the will power to abstain and control myself and say NO to EVERYTHING that was handed to me when I know that would not usually be the case.

And I still feel like I lost. Like guilt over missing out on the opportunity to binge. Almost like imposter syndrome but for eating?? Why? My mind is fighting against my weight loss, and it's fighting filthy.

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