I already lost 15 kgs, at least 15 more to go, and I can already feel it both mentally and physically. I met some friends today that I haven’t seen in months, no one said anything and it kinda shattered me. I have gotten a couple compliments already, mostly from people that knew I changed my lifestyle and lost weight, and also haven’t seen me in months, but now it just makes me feel like they all lied to me, just to make me feel better. I do see it on my clothes however, but at the same time I am aware that no one else is as obsessed with my weight as I am, clearly, plus I always wore baggy clothes, so maybe it’s not that easy to notice, but i’ve been told my face changed too, so I guess they should’ve been able to notice it too? On another note, my old clothes started to fit me so I wore something cuter today, not all black like I used to before, and now it just makes me wonder if people think I’m a wannabe or something. I hate how my mind plays all these tricks on me, I thought most of these insecurity issues will go away as soon as I lose the weight, but I’m clearly just as insecure, even though I’m proud of myself. Makes me realize that the weight was just something to blame my insecurities on.
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