I attended a “graduation banquet” type of event today (of course everyone was six feet apart and it was outdoors) where part of the festivities included a slideshow of all our class memories. I was mortified every tome my picture came up because I was so fat in them. My face was literally so puffy and I just looked so ugly. I went home and cried because I felt so upset that I had been so ugly in my high school years and that I had liked boys but of course none liked me because I was so ugly. I felt ashamed that I had ever looked like that and I just cried. I used to be 5’3” and 125 lbs and I know it doesn’t sound bad but I’m Asian and carry the weight poorly, mostly in my face.
How can I get over this so I don’t react like this when I see old photos and how can I stop seeing the “fat girl” when I look at myself now?
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source https://www.reddit.com/r/loseit/comments/hhv8fr/cried_after_seeing_old_pictures/
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